Something Bad
Username: medigel
Pony’s name: Clint
Name meaning/significance: Taken from Clint Barton (aka Hawkeye), a Marvel superhero who is also deaf. And also to follow the C naming + fictional char inspiration!
About: Clint has always been marked by his standoffishness, his anger at anything and everything vented through less than healthy means: destruction of random property, sharp gestures in his sign language, a constant scowl at even happy surprises. Nothing comes without a price, after all, and generosity is merely the polite veneer to hide at the monster inside everyone. And make no mistake - everyone is susceptible to their own personal demon, and Clint is ever vigilant to look for signs. His ability to read lips and body language is unparalleled in the trio for this reason. After all, if he can't talk, he can at least do
that well.
They say that two's company but three's a crowd, and that niggling doubt has lodged itself within Clint's heart ever since the fire. The fire seems to have lived on in his soul to be honest, constantly scalding his insides and feeding his fury at the world for their circumstances. But while he loves his siblings fiercely, Clint can't help but feel like the third wheel. He envies Creia and Curloz because they have seemed to manage a perfectly functional communication, and yet all he can do is make mince meat of words he's never heard or inarticulate and guttural noises. Was there something wrong with him? Was there yet another curse set upon his person for daring to not accept their fate meekly?
If he himself is a curse within the cursed, then so be it. While he would never actively harm his siblings, he enacts his righteous retaliation against the world by hurting others. A menace wherever they go, he is often the secret reason they can never find a forever home; this is assuming his siblings don't know of his less than healthy relationship with his anger. Clint fears if they settle, they'll notice his antics aren't worth the trouble and kick him out, and yet he also deeply fears never finding his place in the trio. It's a mess of a situation, and so is he.
So he takes it out on everyone else. Who
isn't an acceptable target when they couldn't possibly know his pain? It doesn't help that Clint, already facing difficulties expressing himself, keeps his thoughts close to the vest. Better to keep everything out than to let even those that love him in.